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I have left ages ago, and it seems people still think I am active on LRB.

But the reason why I left DA was because I got tired of all the fucking drama people kept trying to drag me into, even if I was never a part of it to begin with.

Yes, I liked drama, but when it got to the point where I got people saying horrible things behind my back and loosing respect for what I said just because I was friends with one guy who was unpopular in the anti wolfaboo community. It's like everyone expected me to go against someone who had otherwise been reasonable to me. It's like I *gasp*, wanted to avoid bandwagons and drama that had nothing to do with me whatsoever. God forbid I think for myself for once.

It's like everything I did was terrible to so many people on this site. I understand finding my opinions terrible, but there was so many instances where I was forced to be put under stress and guilt over things like other people's dramas, what I liked, what I disliked, if I loved my mother more than animals, having dyslexia, everything. Some people would just walk around my profile and cherry pick everything I said in stamps and other conversations that were usually over 6 months old, and were not even fucking polite about it but rather demanding. The whole "you are wrong!!" And "wow I really need to educate you" shit was so fucking degrading.
And no matter what I would say to most people on this site they were like brick walls, using only insults as replies and not actual reasons, and people LOVED them for it, and I was the stupid Bean who didn't agree to the guy who used my fetish as a reason against me for EVERYTHING.

Despite me making a lot of self opinionated stamps, I was still not really allowed to think for myself in the DA community. I hid my fetish for years, even pretending to go against it, just to avoid even more petty drama the "r/Iamverysmart" guys would start. The day I said "fuck it" I started getting less and less people commenting on my stamps, just ignoring me, talking behind my back, only a few of you guys stuck with me to the end and I am thankful for that :)

I had to choose, stay in the rat race, or forfeit it. I didn't want to spend the rest of my life stressed over other people's problems or thoughts. I wanted my OWN life, making my OWN decisions, and not relying purely on others thoughts and opinions. For once I wanted to decide for my own.

I now own an etsy, I sell furry ears and tail sets. I am also planning on making another shop for basic party hats and accessories. I am also self teaching myself Japanese, but I am unsure how long I will be in that rhythm for.

Please do NOT message me on Little Rolling Bean. Send me a note on all three of my accounts.

hollyhog is for the occasional fetish art

aMouseIsInMyHair is for my current etsy

Beanthescammerhunter is for Animal Jam

And if some of you send me a note on my sparkly new accounts trying to pull me into some old drama, just forget it, because I will just ignore and block you.

I never regret my times on Deviantart, it helped me learn so much, and develop my personality, as well as my reasoning skills. But I would rather be dead than sink myself back into Little Rolling Bean's DA Account.
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Hello. I am not back. I have left ages ago, and it seems people still think I am active on LRB.

But the reason why I left DA was because I got tired of all the fucking drama people kept trying to drag me into, even if I was never a part of it to begin with. 


Yes, I liked drama, but when it got to the point where I got people saying horrible things behind my back and loosing respect for what I said just because I was friends with one guy who was unpopular in the anti wolfaboo community. It's like everyone expected me to go against someone who had otherwise been reasonable to me. It's like I *gasp*, wanted to avoid bandwagons and drama that had nothing to do with me whatsoever. God forbid I think for myself for once.


It's like everything I did was terrible to so many people on this site. I understand finding my opinions terrible, but there was so many instances where I was forced to be put under stress and guilt over things like other people's dramas, what I liked, what I disliked, if I loved my mother more than animals, having dyslexia, everything. Some people would just walk around my profile and cherry pick everything I said in stamps and other conversations that were usually over 6 months old, and were not even fucking polite about it but rather demanding. The whole "you are wrong!!" And "wow I really need to educate you" shit was so fucking degrading. 

And no matter what I would say to most people on this site they were like brick walls, using only insults as replies and not actual reasons, and people LOVED them for it, and I was the stupid Bean who didn't agree to the guy who used my fetish as a reason against me for EVERYTHING. 


Despite me making a lot of self opinionated stamps, I was still not really allowed to think for myself in the DA community. I hid my fetish for years, even pretending to go against it, just to avoid even more petty drama the "r/Iamverysmart" guys would start. The day I said "fuck it" I started getting less and less people commenting on my stamps, just ignoring me, talking behind my back, only a few of you guys stuck with me to the end and I am thankful for that :) 


I had to choose, stay in the rat race, or forfeit it. I didn't want to spend the rest of my life stressed over other people's problems or thoughts. I wanted my OWN life, making my OWN decisions, and not relying purely on others thoughts and opinions. For once I wanted to decide for my own. 


I now own an etsy, I sell furry ears and tail sets. I am also planning on making another shop for basic party hats and accessories. I am also self teaching myself Japanese, but I am unsure how long I will be in that rhythm for.


Please do NOT message me on Little Rolling Bean. Send me a note on all three of my accounts. 


hollyhog is for the occasional fetish art


aMouseIsInMyHair is for my current etsy


Beanthescammerhunter is for Animal Jam 


And if some of you send me a note on my sparkly new accounts trying to pull me into some old drama, just forget it, because I will just ignore and block you. 


I never regret my times on Deviantart, it helped me learn so much, and develop my personality, as well as my reasoning skills. But I would rather be dead than sink myself back into Little Rolling Bean's DA Account. 

oh yes, and if you guys are wondering, I am active on amouseisinmyhair on furry ammino app, deviantart, twitter and sites wherever I may be on in the future. They will very rarely be "littlerollingbean" anymore (though I am Littlerollingbean on reddit, and I am active a lot on that) 

if I ever come back here to be as active as I used to be, I would delete everything and start fresh. 
I am not really active on this account anymore. I am more focused on my etsy and all that stuff. I am not nearly as angry as I used to be, I have learnt to let it go. 

I may come on every now and then to reply to stuff, but don't expect any new uploads or a lot of replying back. 
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When I pointed out that I genuinely think I am not mentally stable enough to have kids, and some people are not psychically, mentally or financially fit to have children either, they hid my comment and blocked me. 

Looks like another kind of person that lives in a mental world where they think they are always right, and we are wrong, and will not hear of ANY good reasoning against them. 

They are calling us "selfish" for not having kids, but considering how they reacted to my reasoning, they think EVERYBODY in this world should have kids in order to be a good person. This includes the homeless, mentally disabled such as DS, handicapped people, criminals, pedophiles, rapists, EVERYONE. 

Yeah, me selfish, sure. Not you. No, you good, me bad. Meanie Beanie thinks not everyone is qualified to have kids. Fuck this shit. 
I had a dream I was a piece of meat in a meat tray at the super market. 

I loved it. 

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Mereby1 Featured By Owner 4 days ago  New Deviant
Religion + Scott Cawthon= ignorance.
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DuskHorseGhost Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
good fucking riddance
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Galaxinite Featured By Owner Apr 14, 2018
GIVE ME ATTENTION NOW ITS MIRALILLYAJ AKA AUDRA HMU !!!!
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Chinesegal Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2018
One thing that frustrates me a lot about vegans is that many are against beekeeping and calls taking honey "theft" and "oppression", even though taking excess honey prevents bees from swarming and getting killed by other wildlife or the honey becoming alcohol thus poisoning the bees, or the fact that many beekeepers make more money renting out their hives for pollinating their fruits and vegetables.
 
One of the worst things I've seen on tumblr is a vegan who's openly rude and hostile to beekeepers who are simply trying to correct her on the wrong information she spouts, and advices people to use agave nectar instead which is more harmful and unnecessary than honey.
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Mizulious27 Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy late birthday
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LilasDeviantart Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2018  Student Digital Artist
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, and i also agree when you ranted AJ 
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achthenuts Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Happi burthday. :cake::party: :hug:
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whitebearboy Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2018
Happy Birthday, Bean!
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TXToonGuy1037 Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2018  Student General Artist
Happy Birthday! Birthday cake  icon 
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TheIronDude28 Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2018  Student General Artist
Happy Birthday! Have your cake and eat it too:cakerun::ihavecaek:Super Fantastic Golden Platter Cake 3DMinecraft cake (Pixel art)Fun cakeBirthday cake  iconcakeCakebirthday cakeCake for ShiftehHappy Birthday ReiFree Avatar - CupTardCakeBirthday Cake  :DKimRaiFan's Bday CakeavatarAnimation sm Happy Birthday 2
All the cake are belong to you! :D (Big Grin)
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Fail-Seeker Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2018
Happy Birthday! Here's what the fox says: www.youtube.com/watch?v=ToG-tz…
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gretzelboy89 Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday!
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BlossomPanda Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2018
Happy Birthday! Hamtaro Mouse Emoji-02 (Kawaii) [V1] 
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Stormlover10 Featured By Owner Jan 9, 2018
So sorry this is late!~ Q u Q </3


Happy Birthday! Pinkie Pie #2  I hope it's a great one and I wish you the best! Hug
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